I typically don't do updates this quick anymore but, truth be told, I'm really struggling this week and today seems to have hit a peak. I've been helping an old friend through the struggle of a husband saying he doesn't want to stay anymore. Doesn't want to help her through some major health struggles. As in my case, there's been a LOT happening this year that are big things. Life changing things that one can do nothing about, but it seems to trigger something that says "I never thought I'd be here in life and I can't handle it" attitude. And then they run. I can assure her it gets a whole lot better over time but there are still those days that you really, really miss them regardless of the circumstance. And that's okay! It's part of the process. There will always be those days. I just came on to write it out because that helps me deal with it and hopefully will help other's know that it's completely normal feeling no matter the situation that happened. For me, my Father, has been my stronghold. There's strength and there's comfort and I will be forever grateful for that. And I'll add a couple of pictures just because. I've always loved taking pictures of insects etc within my garden.
