Necessities

It's very hard to not let my business take over my life!!! It has been unbelievably busy this last month. I'm much, much closer to having everyone caught up, which is actually quite exciting!! But it's left me knowing that I haven't spent the time I needed to with my Father. So the last couple of days things that are necessary have come to me. The word of my Father is necessary to live. It's not just natural bread we need but spiritual as well. The other I've been thinking of this morning is faith. Some sought to serve by the law but lost out because it wasn't by faith. Simply trust all to Him. Not asking why. Serving by faith means simplistic obedience. Which leads to another necessity, giving my own will up. And to be quite honest that's where my biggest struggle is! I can't be truly obedient unless my own will isn't involved. That 'but what about what I want' nature is so strong but if that's what rules, the end will be 'oh, why wasn't I willing to give up my will?'. It's interesting how even knowing that, it's a tremendous struggle to not let my own will rule. 

Now to work for the day. And then a day off with meetings and fellowship! Yea!!!