Final tie....

I knew it had to happen a some point. The final tie has been broken with Dave. The e-mail address that has stayed active the last 2 plus years came back as undelivered today. I'm actually kind of surprised it stayed active this long but that means he was most likely accessing it up until at least the end of last year. I'm pretty bummed tonight but I know that it's a good thing when all is said and done. Life goes on.

This year is going SO quickly! It's hard to believe but Christina only has 1 month of school left! And then graduation, then SkillsUSA nationals and then life starts for her!

Other news is I'll be a grandma again, Erika is due the first part of October! Pretty excited! :)  (There you go bummed and excited all in one post! :)  )

On the business end, I couldn't be asking for it to be going better! I do believe I truly have a full fledged bookkeeping business. I just never dreamed that I'd be a small business owner, much less one of a thriving business! Now I just need to make sure I take care of me!! I got really ran down from working too much and have been sick for 2 months now. I think recovery is very close but it's been a long haul! I'm behind as a result but hoping this next week and half catches me up!!!

There's a person that I know that has been fighting addiction. I was wondering why do they keep going back to the same thing knowing where it's going to lead? Unless this person stops what they're doing they'll die, it's literally killing them and the doctors won't do anything unless they stop what they're doing. It'd be useless otherwise. So that set me to thinking. Isn't that what I'm doing when I ignore my Father's prompting? I know what ignoring my Father's prompting can do, it could literally mean spiritual death. So really the only difference is this persons disobedience is obvious and mine is hidden. But it all leads to the same place, spiritual death if we're not willing for His will. Luckily when our time comes our Father knows what is in each heart. I pray this person becomes willing before it's too late and that I'm much more willing for the prompting from my Father!