So I've been trying to figure out why I so unmotivated. I know this is how I feel when I have key dates coming up with Dave but I haven't had issues this time of year before, then it dawned on me yesterday that my mom's birthday would have been next Tuesday. So it's good to know why! For whatever reason that's how my mourning works. I don't feel sad perse but there is just a total lack of motivation to do much of anything. It's very frustrating when there's a stack of work. Sure, work gets done, but at a much slower pace, because for some reason I just don't think or work as quickly.
It's kind of looking like the job that would have made me full time won't work out, at least not for now. :( But I keep reminding myself that there is a very good reason for that. I don't know what the reason is, but I will down the road!! I do have a client that is looking for me to do a bit more so I'll be able to do that at least!
Tomorrow morning I'll be up nice and early! Babysitting the grandkids! They really aren't babies anymore! Teagan is starting to learn to read. It's a lot of fun to get those snap chats! :) Love them so very much!!
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