I'm actually home for a full day!! :) My schedule can be pretty chaotic but it's unusual to be home all day anymore! So cleaning my work area and getting some work projects finished is on the agenda. And then babysitting tonight! Payroll quarterlies got done and mailed yesterday!! Now onto the next! I"m still not completely sure if I'm completely full time yet since a couple of possible clients are in limbo. I look back to 4 years ago and am just in awe where my business has went! I didn't know what busy was even though I thought I was busy!
It's so easy for me to get distracted from one project to the next that when the day is done nothing is actually finished. So my goal today is to finish one project before another gets started! We'll see how that goes! I feel like that happens a lot in my must do's in the morning too. All the sudden a thought comes up and before I know it, it's not my Father that I'm communicating with! I'm reading and the same thing happens. It's really quite scary how easy it is for that to happen!! Another scary thing is how much that's revealed will become hidden when there is complete unwillingness. The thought that has also come to me is when the same thing is done over and over again with forgiveness being asked for over and over again. It occurs to me that there is a complete lack of willingness to change if I keep repeating the same thing over and over that I know shouldn't be done. With willingness from the heart to change comes the ability to not do it again! Then that brings true repentance. The urge might be there but the strength to not give into that urge is there. The one thing that is a big distraction for me is keeping up on the news. I like knowing what's going on. But I also know that it's something that I need to set aside. All is in my Father's control and listening to the news does me no good except to satisfy my curiosity. And the struggle I'm having with that tells me that it definitely needs to go!! Which leads right back to the thoughts I was having this morning!! The strength to not do something is provided if it is a heart felt willingness to change. That human nature makes it real hard to get the heart completely willing sometimes!!!
We've had some awesome sunrises and sunsets recently(see below). Today is misty but still have had under a inch of rain for the month here for the month. And it's still pretty warm for the time of year. There hasn't yet been consistently cool nights! I believe the last three have been above 55*! And there was one morning last week that I woke up and at 7 am it was 64*! The east wind was howling that day but normally we would be in the 'cold' season of the east wind by now. Fall /winter/beginning spring brings cold east winds and the late spring/summer brings hot east winds. Grass is growing like crazy as a result so I'll have to get out and mow later this week when things dry out a bit.
Last Friday's Sunrise
A week ago Sunday's sunset (Christina took the picture as I was driving :) )
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