I went to lunch with someone yesterday and have realized this evening that a phrase they used has triggered issues. Grrr!! Back those first few months I struggled along and asked several times why I had to always be the strong one??? Yesterday their comment was 'You're a strong lady'. Mix that with Valentine's Day and you got a struggle and anxiety. Most of today was wonderful. Meeting, lunch with several special friends and Christina, meeting tonight; they all kept me occupied and distracted but tonight I had to face what I'd obviously been shoving to the side. I'm really hoping this wears off quickly since this week is packed with work and my big issue is lack of motivation when this happens! Once again I'll be asking for help from my Father! I don't know if I'll ever cease to be amazed at the power of the subconscious! We heard this morning that the longer we walk with our Father the brighter the hope is. I really like that.
I have wondered this evening where Dave is and how he is doing. It truly would be nice to know but it's obviously not the right time yet! So onward we go facing each day as it comes. And if you're reading this Dave, you are missed!
I talked with my dad this morning and overall it sounds like he's doing okay. Yesterday was a big struggle for him since this is the first Valentine Day without my mom.
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