Therapy time!

This blog is my 'therapy'. A place to express struggles as they come up. To those that read this, thank you for 'listening'! :)  I got rid of some boxes yesterday that contained connections to a loved one. I didn't think a whole lot about it at the time but last night I was royally struggling. Those boxes have been sitting there for years and would have continued to sit there but that doesn't seem to matter. My struggle comes in a lack of motivation to do much of anything. This is NOT a good time of year for that!! It's just so fascinating how the mind and body reacts without a person consciously thinking about it. The mind is saying I might as well take care of that and the heart is saying no!! I still needed that connection. Or is it the other way around? Either which way it's typically, for me anyway, something that just seems to happen with no conscious thought. I'm hoping this is a short term struggle. I know my Father will comfort and that in itself is a big comfort! Now onto a busy day and we'll see how long this struggle lasts!!