Changes....

Lots of irons in the fire but no new business really yet. It's so hard sometimes to have the patience to wait for the changes that will come but simply take time to come. If that makes any sense at all. It would be soooo nice if the lower tension would just go away! Most days aren't too bad really but the last few have been. I can tell that my patience is throughly being tested this week because of that. I just have to keep reminding myself that whatever God's will is for our lives is what matters. In the end things have a way of working out for the best when you have the patience to allow it to happen. It's just so hard to believe that you can know somebody for so many years and yet not know them at all really. It's little comfort that everybody is in the same boat with Dave, his mom included. I pray for his souls sake that he allows God to work in his heart and allows Him to help him do the right thing. Sometimes you wish you could just make others see the strength that God supplies but we can't. He gave us a will of our own and we need to admit Him into our heart, admit our need, in order to get that strength and help.  Some of us just value our own will too much, are too stubborn to admit need and in the end it makes for a miserable life. Sure there are times that seem good but they always end with a person looking once again for something that brings pleasure/comfort. With God that comfort is always there, it's always accessible. Most of this I've said before but tonight it was just feeling real again. Thank you for allowing me to ramble.