After learning what a cousin is going thru with her marriage break-up and my brothers going thru with his, I actually feel pretty lucky. My money wasn't touched, and I don't know what is going on in any detail and I have my daughter. Although not knowing is hard in some ways it's probably really a blessing. I'm able to raise my daughter, at this point anyway, with the values that match my own. Although I will say that I was very lucky with the respect that Dave showed for my values, and I've got to wonder if that's part of why things happened this way, if that makes any sense at all. My hope is one day I will hear from him or at least learn something. But as I've said before, I need to be willing for God's will.
Today was hard in that I had to do some shopping that Dave always did. I muddled my way thru but wow, it's amazing something that would seem so easy is so hard emotionally. My living room has really inspired me to get the rest of the house done. Unfortunately I need to wait for the weather to get nice before I can empty the family room of all the yard sale stuff, and there's starting to be quite a bit of it.
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