Hard week coming up....

Yesterday had some pretty iffy times and today as well. Next Saturday is our Anniversary. I know I'll pull thru but just the thought of going thru our anniversary day not knowing where Dave is is heart wrenching. A lot of changes have been made, a lot of positive has happened but that doesn't stop a person from terribly missing the person who they've loved for so many years and wishing they were back and involved in your life! In time maybe... Only God knows and it's better that way anyway. All I can really do is to continue to allow God to use this situation to bring me closer to him and pray that the same is done for those around me. And that Dave will allow God to work.