Week over yet?

So it's getting on 6 weeks now and everything is really hitting home hard this week. I've a husband who has his "freedom" but somehow, if he has no problem now, i think he'll have a lot to work thru later. Leaving not only your wife but also mom and kids behind will catch up to a person eventually.  I can't say i have the anger yet because i do believe there's depression feeding what happened, and untreated depression can cause the mind to think in funny ways. I will be here if he ever feels the need to return or get in contact. Sure there would be issues to work out...... I'm not quite THAT naive! Each day this week i feel like i'm riding a little closer to the edge. :(  And I can't afford to breakdown with a daughter to take care of.  God has pulled me thru this far so I know he can help the rest of the way. Now if only I could get a decent nights rest! and eat properly... some days I do ok, others, like today, not so much.