Well I guess that iffy spell came a bit sooner then I expected! Say the corners turned and then comes a bad morning. But it's amazing how focusing on God can help! It so wonderful to have that assurance that He'll always be there. I'm also thankful to have such wonderful kids! That has helped tremendously as well. I just keep coming back to the feeling that this was something that needed to happen. There were no doubt it was many things that accumulated leading to Dave running. I'm sure that some of it was me frustrating him about something, but that's kind of hard to know for sure what since nothing was said. But none the less it just seems like there could have been something in each step of the process to stop him, someone to ask why he was doing something so odd like packing up a desk and yet nothing/no one did stop him. So I'm thinking it was allowed. God's will? I can't see that but he does give us free will so he allowed Dave to go thru with it. There's been many changes, good changes, for me so even in the worst of situations there can be much good come from it if you allow it.
Now it would be very nice if one issue could be solved before the next one comes. Instead they just kind of seem to nest one into the other. I'm still dealing with some of my grandma's stuff and she's been gone a year now. One of these days! Thanks for allowing me to rant!!!
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