Missing....

I don't feel so close to the edge today but oh boy do I miss Dave. There isn't someone physically there to share the problems with that I might be having, to share the triumphs. I know there's a purpose to what is happening but that doesn't make the emotion of missing someone who's been in your life for 23 years any easier. One day it'll become clear but right now I sure wish it was sooner rather then later. My lack of patience popping up again. To those of you who check in, thank you for putting up with my ups and downs. For now definitely more downs then ups!