Tough week continues...

I can feel my strength running out... I imagine due mostly to lack of sleep. This afternoon was just one thing after another going wrong, most of which I had no control over. Did realize i'd forgotten to send the state payroll forms via internet Monday, so hoping a couple of days late is ok... "fingers crossed!" I guess one way or another i'll make it thru but for now it's by the smallest of margins. I need to continue to draw strength from God because that's the only way i'll make it. It also hurts knowing that my husband is out there running from life and doing who knows what and there's not a thing i can do to help him. I just hope one day he realizes that his family matters and loves him and lets us know what the deal is. Meanwhile I need to focus on making sure Christina has as normal of a life as I can make it under the circumstances. Patience and prayer.....