Good Reminder

We had a good reminder this afternoon in gospel meeting about what the most important thing to live for is. It's what's to come after our time on this earth; that is what we're living for. We're here only temporarily and for those who are willing for God's will to be worked in their lives there is a wonderful time to come after our time here. It just causes my heart to ache all the more for Dave. Knowing he's out there chasing those things that in the end don't matter at all. I suppose that's really speculation on my part but i'm not sure why else you'd drop literally your whole family unless you felt there was something else out there that you didn't/couldn't have at home. Of course that's where depression comes in I suppose, messes up the logical thinking pattern you normally have. And even knowing all of this I love him and miss him terribly. Sometimes it just hits, all it takes is a little reminder. I'll have trouble with the hymn "I'll say yes to Jesus" because it was the last hymn sung at the last gospel meeting he was in. I love the hymn but it does bring back the memory of when he was with us there. If only he could be there singing it and meaning it........