Saturday, February 12, 2011

A very nice Day....mental health week

Today started out very nicely when we found a perfect cabinet for the rearranging of the living room. Then Dave's work once again went above and beyond what i ever would have expected them to do. Little by little i'm starting to get clutter taken care of. My poor kitties didn't know what to do with the fireplace hearth! And the stuff from there wasn't just dumped somewhere else. I'm just dreading the office/dump room! We had a wonderful dinner with friends but tonight that silly tension is back. I'm really looking forward to the day it will stay away ALL day! Of course the quickest way for that to happen would be for Dave to return, contacting us would help it but I have a feeling it would still be there somewhat. There's a mention on Facebook about mental health week. It is absolutely amazing to me how much depression can play with a person. The decisions made when in depression can be so opposite of what would have been made if a persons brain is connecting properly. The sad thing is you're so unaware how messed up the thinking and reasoning has become while in that depression. I hope that Dave somehow connects with someone that can help him. One of my medications that I tried in the process of trying to get sleep showed me the affects of depression. I've never felt so close to losing it in my life and that was only a couple of days. I can't imagine what those with depression must be going thru over time. Well this has helped the tension just a tad. Meeting to look forward to tomorrow.

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